Friday, December 16, 2005

I Have Decided to Accept Myself the Way I Am

A nice woman left the following message recently on one of my older posts. I don’t know who she is but she accepts me as I am. If she accepts me, maybe God does. I posted that I wear a bra to church, but I also usually wear sissy panties, thigh high stockings and a garter belt as well, underneath men’s cloths. Once I even took up the offering wearing this attire. All I know is I can’t be a hypocrite so I wear women’s clothes to church. If crossdressing is a sin then God help because I can’t stop. I figure God made me this way, so why have regrets? I am finished trying to decide if I am a pervert. I know crossdressing is not normal but I have decided to accept myself the way I am. I have announced to the whole world all of my deepest darkest secrets in great detail. I am a man that wears women’s clothes. When I put on women’s clothes, I often get an erection so I masturbate. I even have a vibrator that I sometimes insert up my anus to vibrate my prostrate while I masturbate. I am simply going to accept all of this as being part of who I am and continue to make my way through life the best I can. What else can I do?

Dear sissy,
I sell sissy panties on eBay, during my time selling sissy panties on eBay I have gotten to know some of my costumers very well. And like you most are straight men, who just like the feel of woman’s under garments. And most are the sweetest men I have ever met. (Besides the few that were mean to me of course) I would just like to let you know that in no way something to be ashamed of. You seem to hide the fact that you are a crossdresser as if you are ashamed. I ask you this, Why? I think men wearing women’s panties is the same as a woman wearing men's. How many women wear their boy friends shirts and boxers to sleep in? I know I do. I am glad that I sell what I do on eBay, because I have never seen woman’s clothes that have been adapted to fit a male, in any store. I just wanted to say that I accept you in what you are doing.

4 comments:

Patricia said...

Dear Sissy,

I'm glad I found your site. I searched under "girdle" and "masturbate" and found you.

I like your nickname and had even thought of it for myself before finding your site. My real name is Patrick, but I like to be called Patricia. Ever since I was little, I've been fond of girdles.

Have you ever thought of expressing your feminine side more openly in public? I myself have been wearing lipstick and makeup in restaurants (without trying to disguise myself as a woman) for many years.

There is also web site for men who wear nail polish. I don't remember it, how3ver. My own nails are over a half inch long.

I'll revisit your site in the future.

Patricia

Sissy said...

Patricia,

It is true that I occationally wear a girdle and masturbate but not often do I do both at the same time. I live in a relatively small town where I would be laughed at if I were more public. Does anyone ever laugh at you?

Sissy

Anonymous said...

Hi Hon,
My name is Dyan. I've been dressing since I was about 10 years old off and on. I would like to give you a tip, if it doesn't interest you, I just thought I would offer. You can go into any womens department and pick out panties and purchase them for yourself. Just tell them your wife asked you to pick them up. If you act a little embarassed that will put the clerk in a more attentive mood and be more willing to help you. Tell her you are looking for a "Tshirt bra, panties, garter belt whatever. They see what they expect to see that is a man who is doing something for his wife and he is a little embarassed about it. It is a good cover story and works anywhere. I've used it in Lane Bryant, J C Penneys, the BOn anywhere. They have a story to tell their friends and they are happy to help. If you are still nervous go to another town and shop that is another good thing if no one knows you there is less to worry about.
good luck sweetie, I will keep enjoying your column. you're braver than I am you are opening up your private thoughts online that takes a lot of heart.
take care Sissy,
Dyan

Anonymous said...

Hi Sissy I find myself in the same emotional fetish of wearing womens panties bras & sometimes I silicon breast. Iwear panties,and bras 90% of the time.I'm also engaged to be married. She is also aware of my enjoyment of silk panties & much more. I find comfort in that.I also hide this part of my life from others,my 15 year old son will probably never know.However I am still affraid that I may be in an accident or something and people may find out then, but still Ikeep on wearing woemens undercloths.Oneyear I'm going to dress for halloween just to see how it feels to wear a dress with silk panties and pantyhose.I'm glad I'm not alone! Thanks alot Sissy Jammie